another year alive.
Is it wrong to be infatuated with more than one person?or that one is married? or the other one is the ex-girlfriend of a close friend? and the last one is the guy i stare at the back of his head every...
View Articlewhat I'm scared for.
the future.realizing we were never really friends.realizing who you really are.why you keep secrets now.what happened to us.knowing that it was me to blame.knowing things will never be the...
View ArticleAnd I thought I was done with such silly fantasies.
So it's definitely infatuation as of right now, but I have fallen for him. And I know he's just a flirt, and he says the same things to everyone. For once I wanted to be the apple of his eyes, the...
View ArticleI'm certain now.
I've spiraled down to paranoia-island, population me. I can't believe I haven't noticed this sooner and was able to stop it. But then again, I don't want to loose two friends. Fuck. why did she have to...
View ArticleLike a scene from a movie that's a love letter to music.
at the stage in Disneyland's tomorrowland and he's performing, I could've sworn he was looking at me while he's up there. I couldn't breath, I was lost in the power and energy of the music and his...
View ArticleI don't know what's been in the air lately
I can't help but think I'm changing to be one of those health nuts. Not to say that it would've happen at one point or another, but I think for lack of a better excuse it's because of my surroundings....
View ArticleA change in time.
I can't say for sure if it was just as tragic the day the music died, but because of the speed of communication these days it seems as though you can't go anywhere without a tribute to Mr. Jackson. to...
View ArticleI'd like to think I'm not a psycho person
I bet there are people who really think I really am, which doesn't upset me, but puts a damper on the relationship I have between them.My internal clock is making me wake up at 6 am everyday and I'm...
View ArticleBecause Insomnia won't let me sleep.
I'm awake just realizing it's saturday. I need some kind of tea or something to put me to bed.So my mind has just been working overtime because I really have nothing better to do these days than to...
View ArticleGiving Myself.
I admit, with my whole body, that I have had lost faith and understanding in everything that was around me. I'm a born and raised a "devout" Catholic. I put devout in quotations because for most of my...
View ArticleAm I lying to myself?
I say I'm alright. Being single, never been kissed, being happy with my current life situation. in ways, I am. But let's face it, all around me, people are making up, breaking up, falling in love. I'm...
View ArticleI want to scream to the heavens.
I can't believe what's happened in the past month. My first boyfriend, my first kiss. My heartbeats faster just thinking about him. He's made me happier than any other person has. He makes me feel so...
View ArticleA flaw to fanfiction.
this may just be the fan fiction I've read (which isn't much to be honest), but everything seems like it comes straight out of the ass of some little fangirl. And it's written like a stephanie Meyer...
View Articleokay sick of the guessing.
Who would have thought that being in a relationship causes such a worry. I feel like I'm always in a constant panic of doing something wrong that would make him mad at me and ultimately breaking up...
View ArticleI feel like a hopeless piece of shit.
I hope he's not ignoring me... in my mind I feel the end. Please tell me it's all in my head and he's not ignoring me and all these messages are just lost through technology. my heart is breaking. I'm...
View Articlei love him but I hate him, is that normal?
sometimes I want to just bitchslap him for being so clueless. Does he seriously think he's getting away with this shit? I really don't want to put up with his crap anymore.
View ArticleI feel terrible for wanting him to feel terrible.
he kind of deserves it though. we've been together for 9 months and He stood me up. I'm mad at him. and I really don't think there is anyway around what he's done. He's apologized, but I don't think...
View ArticleI'm getting sick of trying.
He won't respond to me. why am I trying so hard? oh thats right, because he is the best thing in my life. fuck. I screwed up my life so much.
View Articleand now I don't feel regret.
Being with this 'stranger' makes me feel better. He's made me happier than I have been in the past few months. I think it's for the best now. I think many people settle with contentedness. and me being...
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